unless that no one is named nicholette. yep... im so right... ( sarcasm)

it's either im over-reacting or you are too obvious...

and partly it's because im too obvious and you are over-reacting

sometimes when he said he is at home for a week im actually very happy... until he used the computer every single day and i cant do my project... and during times like these when he is away, i actually dont mind if i can trade my computer time for my brother to come back. even though i always niao you gor, i actually miss watching you play dota on the computer... (not that i got the time to watch these few years either... i especially like kitty run but you dont play that anymore T.T)

tmr got president's challenge and we are selling stars with potpourri smell on them :D the whole patrol at the same time slot :D woohoo!!! can discuss more efficiently :D

re-reading my tagbox... saw someone's personal message and im getting quite worried... if i had known i shouldn't even had aroused anyone's suspicion... now gg liao lor... like what wenqing usually tell me 死一次不够啊? (rgding SMP and me insisting we join again next year) or the quote i heard mrs chin and many other seniors who quoted after her (mrs chin): [regarding mistakes] first time, it's forgiveable; second time, you're uncurable. --should be sth like that. or the next quote from my pri sch science teacher: only a fool makes a mistake twice.

(cos someone commented on why i dont have photos... ya.. specially for you........as if)

sometimes i wake up in the morning and i miss going to school with him....

yesterday the relieve teacher from my brother's batch went around checking our attire and when it was my turn, she just asked "you are Nicholas' sister right?" i gave my most gleeful smile at her when i realized she oversaw my overgrown fingernails. maybe she saw it, maybe she didn't, i just know that with a brother in the same school, you get quite a lot of priviledges ahahaha.

(just after ppl were going around saying PLTC was cancelled...)

on april's fool

me: hey __________, i'm in your PLTC patrol leh

...: huh? i thought they say PLTC cancelled?

me: (cant believe someone can be so dense and walked away)

on pre-camp

(after knowing our patrolmates and after some lectures later)

me: oops... it was meant to be an april's fool joke

...: chuckles*

dont really know what he was doing in PLTC lah... the knots are all so scary... my junior can tie better than him, (oh dear... doesn't that sound like my form teacher) AND I TIE SO MUCH BETTER THAN HIM, he think my standard as bad as his ah... push the blame somemore push to me... who on earth will believe him... THAT'S THE REAL JOKE...

today is east division day! i never knew edd can be so fun by being the facilitator :D hahahaha... i can do a lot of baoshis to irritate the participants such that even a guide from siglap sec gave me the "i know liao lah stop telling us the time" look as well as a very loud snort... i got to look at her again to make sure i didnt see or hear wrongly right? hahaha... every year also cannot see other schools' structure, now i can really know their standard and what to look out for in future competitions :D

and most of all...

being a facilitator means getting the window seat!!! and getting a full view of stuffs happening below us :D haha.... while other ppl were still tying stuff... i especially like the swaying movement of the structure :D like the woman sashaying in the wind :D ( it depends on who's structure you think i'm looking at :D hahaha... there are a lot of structures around me lol.. in the classroom, the structures in front of my eyes, the structures in the opposite classes, as well as the structures... well... below)

and all this brought back my recollection of how my brother took care of me all this time (let's just forget the 3/4 of torture with it haha)

when i was around 6 he cycled me in pulau ubin.. let's just say i was heavy and he was only 10 (if im not wrong) my mom still cant believe she allowed him to cycle me around...

oh ya.. way before the pulau ubin trip i bit him in the shoulder... really bite... who knows whether i got rabis or whatever disease with me... (FYI im born in the year of dog).. haha.. he cried...

the X-ray thing still touched my heart...

last thursday was my first official jihe as you know what since i was at Science Centre again during PDP'09. who on earth knows why im always at science centre when there's sth important -.- last thursday was also the first time i can act as you know what but then when there was an impromptu PT i realized i wasn't ready at all... i wasn't even those who can plan activities and set the rules and stuff... i love participating... i dont like organizing such stuff... dont worry i can serve, i can care, i can follow and i can lead, im just not the organiser... it was during this time of self reflection i remembered my classmates words. he didn't wish for his pdp to come too because he knows how to follow, (oh man! he just loves to follow... all those chor stuff he also can handle...) and he also loves organizing things, but the really weird thing is that he dont like leading... but all in all i believe we both share the same sentiments... to go back in time

after buying the books i spent the entire day reading THERE'S NO PLACE LIKE HERE. the book could be written about me for all i know :D the first time i saw the book i got this immediate attraction to it. i also realize that the main character, Sandy, share the same sentiments with me in running, not just physically running, but mentally running away, running away from others who dont share the same thoughts, disagree with our actions. and the worst thing about running away is that most people dont remember you, and when you are missing, nobody remembers either.

ok. next paragraph.. SPOILER AHEAD! DONT READ UNLESS YOU HAVE READ IT, OR DONT BOTHER READING THE WHOLE BOOK. haha.

Sandy Shortt has a peculiar behaviour. She spents countless hours finding missing objects, missing stuff, missing people. Ever since her classmate disappeared when she was 10 years old, she has that urge to find out where missing things go to, to find them, and even when her parents worried eyes follow her throughout the house she'll still turn the house upside down. The funny thing was, many of her stuffs really did vanished into thin air. That's when she become a police, and when being a police means doing mostly paperwork and very little on field work to search for missing people, she set a missing persons agency aimed at finding.. well... missing people... Her serious attitude in finding missing people causes her to neglect those around her, her family even her shrink-cum-boyfriend, coming in and out of hiding places, never returning until a few days later and so on and so forth. Until the day she herself turned missing and no one bothered to find her...

The parade commander cried after the whole ceremony... it didnt screw up a bit lol... how many countless times we hear the parade commander say the wrong commands... everyone makes mistakes and what's more this is like his first time there (unless he was there during the H1N1 probation thing they refused to let us to assemble in parade square) and the thing is that both commands sound so alike. good job parade commander :D remember to shine when the downcast sky stops its rain.

believed everyone did a good job :D

ok, back to topic. This song is special cos its the song used during the synchronize skipping competition! and everyone in that synchronize group skipped SO WELL!!! the song itself is very nice too :D a bit of jazz, a bit of classic, a bit of wildness :D:D:D

the first time i heard this song (in skipping haha), i was like whoaw! love is really quite crazy...

let's hope i wont write an exposition essay here:

(ok lah... maybe in point form) im so going to show that im the perfect person to be a psychiatrist :D lol

But the best day to start is today!

TMR IS THE DAY!

no one knows it... but its my dream since Year 1 to carry the National Flag during the National Day ceremony! AND WHOOT! its coming true!!!! :D:D:D:D LOOKING FORWARD TO IT... though i still dont understand why must it be that guy...

the good thing about memories is that you can only remember the good things, or maybe that's only for COJ. hahaha

i still remembered that day where everyone knew their COJ... that hot chick's eyes so wild and beautiful, so full of life and vigour... i mean seriously... all those chicks in Science Centre (der... not anyone in guides or what not, althought i admit there are quite some hot chicks in guides :D)... THEY ARE JUST SO BEAUTIFUL! full of innocence and desperation in getting to know the world inside the incubator.... (my mom says those chicks get sent to the Bird Park for the eagles to eat when they get too old to be a chick). It's so sad to know their fate before they even hatch from their eggs...

Whoots... Life really seem like a globe of parallelism... just when im thinking about life of chicks in Science Centre... those enthuness and excitement for what is to come is paralleled with what is happening on that day. i still remember yiting saying that a lot of us were smiling and giggling like crazy when they know the patrols (no offence... but its not very appropriate... seriously..) what's there to giggle about) before i become a wet blanket... lets get to THE KNOWING! LOL! i still remember me and crys were very anxious to know our patrols :D, but that's like 1 hour++ lag time before we know... haha.. in the mrt train too :D so its like everytime i go to Science Centre, i'll remember that fateful day i know my COJ patrol :D

haha! everyone knows i love to beat about the bushes when im talking about sth i like to talk about! (beware if im annoyed... im totally opposite of being happy... shooting venom every single second without batting an eyelid, and the shooting is straight.. straight to the point... LOL the shooting part reminds me of Pearl writing SHOOT HERE with a football player on the poster back when we were in mount sinai and in the Happy Toilet project... Yea... it was located in front of the urinal in the boys gym toilet.. HOHOHOHO) LOL... back to the point... my patrol...

I LOVE MY COJ PATROL!!!

Im so blessed to be in this LOVELY patrol!!!

There's SHERLY, YITING, JUNYI, CHARMAINE, SHERLYN and one ex classmate and one current classmate.. haha yea :D Can you imagine that? Sherly the uber cute girl, yiting the very sexy songleader, junyi the polly pocket :D (oops...), Charmaine my most capable shengqishou mate :D, sherlyn the girl with 4.0, the ex-classmate who is very fun to bully, the classmate who is very fun to bully too... lol... but who cares! those two guys were very co-operative, unlike most of them. :D hohohoho

Pre-coj was shiok! on that fateful day we knew our patrol, we went online to discuss! AND OH BOY WAS IT FUN! my ex-classmate thought i was another girl in his class who almost had the same name as me, my classmate didnt even know who i am... i guess they must have thought there were many ppl in our sch with my name... LOL.. PLEASE... type my name in dhsmail and you only see ONE NAME POPPING UP.. MINE... HOHOHOHOHO! yup.. ok... so someone collated the contact list to make life easier for us and there was a major discovery ought to be published in every famous journal available ( MIS Q? LOL! though i never want to be related to that journal! lol wenqing if you ever see this) DADADADADADA!! the major discovery! there were 2 of us from each class!!! simply meaning, for every patrol member, there is another patrol member in the class!!! HOW NICE! sherly and junyi, sherlyn and charmaine, me and like what i said, classmate, AND YITING AND MY EX CLASSMATE!!!! Pre COJ was also being the first to finish the identity! and also like having the most co-operative group members that we thought would be difficult otherwise (that ponner who came really give my bad impression of him a little of a shine!)

yep! COJ begun and ended.

we all danced mamboleh cos of some latecomers who kept their promises :D LOL

There's so many things to say! :D Uhoh... im so excited i dont know where to start.... hmmm

GREAT... brainblocked... maybe i should come back a few days later... what irony

BOOO